Find me in the rain next week

Looks like we're supposed to get a fair amount of rain next week when I'm off.  BOOO!!!!  I'm hoping it's not as bad as I think it'll be or it won't happen at all.

I'm in a less black mood this morning.  I realized Thursday is the anniversary of my dad's passing.  28 years.  I wonder if that makes me feel meh about birthdays.  I don't know.  I don't like to think about me sitting on that hospital room floor outside of ICU that night.  

There's someone that I have talked to online - another cancer survivor who has gone missing.  It's been about 10 years of us talking off and on and it's been about a month. This person actually lives in Canada and has had bad health.  Older woman and I suspect she's passed. I have no way of finding out and I'm just feeling a little heart sick about it.  This was someone I could talk to and I kind of suspect she's passed.  Too much of this happening.  It's hard to take.

My day wasn't bad yesterday.  I actually got complimented in front of others which was nice.  I really need to remember the visine trick before a call because I could see my face turn red on screen.  Usually it's because someone is trying to humiliate me.  Not that often when it's for a good thing.  

I am worried about next week.  It really is important that we get David Crowley as governor.  My mom will lose her mind if it's Tom Tiffany and I think I will too.  She talked about us moving to Illinois and I reminded her we need money for that.  I'm so sick of how corrupt things have become. I got a news alert that Cassidy Hutchinson wasn't going to get indicted.  She shouldn't.  She did nothing wrong.  I know they'll try again.  

I am going to make the best out of the day.

I hope the good humans have a good day.


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