Find me in the rain next week
Looks like we're supposed to get a fair amount of rain next week when I'm off. BOOO!!!! I'm hoping it's not as bad as I think it'll be or it won't happen at all.
I'm in a less black mood this morning. I realized Thursday is the anniversary of my dad's passing. 28 years. I wonder if that makes me feel meh about birthdays. I don't know. I don't like to think about me sitting on that hospital room floor outside of ICU that night.
There's someone that I have talked to online - another cancer survivor who has gone missing. It's been about 10 years of us talking off and on and it's been about a month. This person actually lives in Canada and has had bad health. Older woman and I suspect she's passed. I have no way of finding out and I'm just feeling a little heart sick about it. This was someone I could talk to and I kind of suspect she's passed. Too much of this happening. It's hard to take.
My day wasn't bad yesterday. I actually got complimented in front of others which was nice. I really need to remember the visine trick before a call because I could see my face turn red on screen. Usually it's because someone is trying to humiliate me. Not that often when it's for a good thing.
I am worried about next week. It really is important that we get David Crowley as governor. My mom will lose her mind if it's Tom Tiffany and I think I will too. She talked about us moving to Illinois and I reminded her we need money for that. I'm so sick of how corrupt things have become. I got a news alert that Cassidy Hutchinson wasn't going to get indicted. She shouldn't. She did nothing wrong. I know they'll try again.
I am going to make the best out of the day.
I hope the good humans have a good day.
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