The Invisible Woman Chronicles

Kind of wish some people weren't online.  Not even talking about the diva today either.  I mean, I wouldn't be sad but my day ended with a Are you kidding me? kind of message.  I can't stand it when people use exclamation points.  It wasn't directed at me, but I know if it was in person, it would feel like it and it would tick me off.  The one who makes my eye twitch?  You guessed it.  I'll admit.  This person shows me a lot of praise when things are well but they have their moments that just make me want to leave the room for about an hour.  Whatever. I worked up the courage to make an appointment to see a new doctor next month, well, actually nurse practitioner.  I thought of it originally and then wondered if maybe I should go with a doctor considering my history.  It's fine by me after reading reviews of other professionals.  No way.  I realized the one I was looking at didn't have that little "taking new patients" lin...

No kidding on sun making you feel better.  I was in a lousy mood when I signed off last night. I couldn't walk after work.  I was happy to hang with Honey Bear though.  The day was just dreary and annoying.  Wednesday was more manageable with it misting.  One day?  Ok.  Two days?  Sigh.  I know we need it.  Just really happy to see the sun this morning.  Don't care what the temp is. I can go for a walk at lunch and later tonight.  Amazing how getting out and moving does a lot for your mood.  Yeah, yeah, I know I've cried on my walks.  Still moving.  It's ok to get my emotions out when I'm on the go.  Unless I'm standing in a grocery store and people are watching. I am hoping that there's a little more for me to do.   I've gotten some of the tougher things done this week.  Still more to go, unfortunately.  I think when there's a lull, it makes the days longer. I've been writing letters for...

I shouldn't complain in some respects because I am getting through things that I might have rushed through.  Two of the people who give me the majority of my work are occupied this week with something bigger.  I know once they're both back in full force, it's game on for keeping up.  It's fine.  I just got another message yesterday that involved an angry exclamation point that made me tired.  I try. I discovered the diva has an issue with someone else other than me.  I was kind of relieved when I found out what her questioning was about.  I know, she has issues with people?  Color me shocked.  I get the comment that was made about being receptive to feedback.  It all makes sense and no, the diva is not receptive to feedback.  She'll snap back at you. I do feel a little out of sorts.  Since late August, I've been back on the struggle bus with money with my big payment for my creditors.  Not anyone's fault other than my own....