The Invisible Woman Chronicles

I'm doing better this afternoon.  I looked to see if I had been billed yet for my recent doctor visit and I have.  I thought I'd get a bill for $180 but it shows I owe $126.  I don't know how that happens. I know it's an insurance thing.  I know it's not because I'm a nice old lady.  I'm ok with whatever the reason.  That made me happy. I sat through a webinar for our health insurance and if I understand correctly, I think biopsies, ultrasounds and MRIs are covered as preventative care.  I don't want any of that. I would hate if any of that happens this year.  It would be nice if I didn't have the added stress of how am I going to pay for this?  I think I'll be at $380 after the payment this week for last year's ultrasound.  Yeah.  Last year's ultrasound.  Sigh.  I am hoping I can get it paid off by summer and not incur any more charges that involve a payment plan.  It's depressing. I figured out how to use my dental ...

Oh yeah, I'm still smarting from yesterday.  I wasn't shocked.  I am ticked off.   I know how someone like the diva thinks.  If you're nice, you're a weak person and a prime target for bullying or back stabbing.  I knew it was a sign when she admitted that she didn't want to ask me questions even though I tell her it's ok to ask me anything.  She did and mocked my voice.  Sigh. I have to remind myself there's a big difference between her and myself.  I'm not interested in followers.  I'm interested in having sincere friends.  I'm not interested in being the center of attention.  I like helping and I'm happy if someone does recognize it because sometimes the recognition helps.  When you feel kicked by say, people like the diva, it's nice when someone sees you as a decent human being.  I'm not interested in showing off.  I prefer to keep the good moments to myself because sometimes life isn't always that great for ...

It was not a good day.  Or maybe morning. I apologize for any "F" bombs that drop during this post.   You always kind of worry like is there something I forgot when I had time off or did something bad happen? I saw that I had a rejection on a filing.  It was the diva's morning to work on them.  I thought oh no. I can get it refiled. I had an influx of new files and filing and I just messed up.  Plain and simple.  When I looked closer, it appeared that the diva fixed it.  Ugh. It's fine that she did.  It was the other thing that rang an alarm bell. When we make mistakes like this, we'll get a do over or this type of task to fix things.  Fair enough.  It was from a higher up and not the person it affected. The funny thing is, anytime I've made a mistake with this particular woman, she will send me an email and ask me to fix it.  I send an email and let her know it's taken care of and she'll send me an email with a winky emoji....

I don't even know where I'll begin with emails but I'll do my best.  It's been too much lately and with the lurker out until tomorrow, it's been a lot.   No, I don't look forward to the lurker's return. I have a feeling it'll keep happening like it did last year.  We're left in a lurch.  It's just a never ending thing. I know I'll have a conversation about supporting Frick and Frack's area and I will share some of my concerns about being taken advantage of.  My mom reminded me of the purple bags under my eyes from covering from Frick for a period of time.  We'll see.  I just picture the lurker moving in on my assignments while I cover for the terrible twosome.  I'm just so aggravated by jerks like that. I had no idea what Mr. Bad Bunny was saying but I freaking loved the whole show.  I loved seeing Ricky Martin and Lady Gaga.  Oh!  She sang my favorite song with a latin flair. I love her.  I used to get mocked by Barry for...

I'm not sure if he finally got arrested. I hope he did but he has a court hearing in early March.  He has an attorney now and he's under some type of monitor.  My mom said how will his peg leg pants work with an ankle monitor?   I would like to see him go to jail but I don't hold out any hope.  He deserves it because he stole from people working as a contractor and he also stole from us in a different way.  Our energy bill skyrocketed from usage while he lived here from late 2020 to early 2025.  It may go down again and nobody's bill is going down right now for energy, but ours has. During that time, I had started the second stage of my treatment.  The zoladex shot.  In 2021 my insurance went up to maximum $2500 a year with a $1200 deductible.  Before that, it was $500 deductible and the max was $1500.  I thought that was bad because I had done that for 2 years and was struggling. So for about 3 years, I paid $2500 a year with all o...

Dear Alec Lasry or whatever the hell your name is, please shovel your stupid sidewalk you jerk. I was trying to find a way to go for a walk and well that wasn't happening.  I tried going down a different block on the east side and I passed the Lasry house that was filled with snow.  You would think with all of his money, he would hire someone.  Idiot.   I did see plenty of people shoveling.  It was just kind of an off morning for walking. I did get a good start on Ione Skye's audible book.  Wow.  She's a wild one and so was her mom.  I loved her in Say Anything.  It's one of my favorite movies.  I don't really follow football but since the orange man and his cult followers don't like Mr. Bunny, I'm going to watch.   It looked like my cousin was going to say goodbye to her beloved dog last week.  Turns out the dog has made a recovery and is doing well. I loved to hear that.  I love to hear great news.   ...