The Invisible Woman Chronicles

 I seem to have a case of the loneliness blues.  I have felt kind of meh and just blah the last day or so.  When I went on my walk, I wanted to cry but I didn't.  I'm just tired of being lonely. Yeah, I know there's people I can talk to or reach out to when I need to talk to someone.  I can even talk to work people.  Gasp!  I know.  Not the diva.  Forget that weirdo.  It's not the same as someone that lives nearby. My mom had wondered why I was sad when I found out that Cassie was moving a few years ago.  She asked Did she ever invite you to see her apartment?  I said no.  How many times did you see her a year?  Maybe once if I was lucky.  I guess that wasn't as deep as friendship as I thought.  I know I have a deeper friendship with Corinne even though she lives 4 hours away.  The whole Cassie thing was embarrassing and still embarrassing.  I feel like such an idiot.   I know.  Join...

 I had a day off on Friday so let's see what surprises I have this morning.  I'd rather not.  Somehow I anticipate the diva doing something that will irritate me.  That relationship still stings.  Some would say it's an All About Eve kind of thing.  Well maybe.  I never was a star but she definitely wants to be one by stepping on others.   I am hoping my mom is doing better today. I hate it when she goes down misery lane but I know that's her struggles.  My grandmother was not a nice person.  My mom had told me as a kid that my grandmother was needling me to the point of tears where my step dad intervened and told her that was enough.  She wasn't a warm and fuzzy person.  I knew she thought little of me so that's why I didn't come around.  Why get insulted all the time?  I got tired of the passive aggressive comments growing up.  Blowing up at us as kids affected me.  It just really opened my eyes and d...

You find out the internet is flooding your Threads comment with hateful racist messages because you posted that you hoped Texas voted for Jasmine Crockett.  I don't really pay much attention to followers or comments and honestly that app has kind of cheered me up lately. I look at Andy Cohen's replies and it makes me laugh.  I have posted stuff like that before.  I really try to glance at these apps and don't post much, but holy hell at the racists came for me today.  I did a screen shot and posted the comments of hate that people had put out for me to warn others and of course blocked them.  How am I racist because I showed enthusiasm for a Senate candidate?  I'd like to know the reasoning. I really got a kick out of her and Jared Moskowitz a few years back because they both seemed so whip smart with the wise cracks.  In all the doom and gloom, Jasmine's comments always cheered me up.  It was like someone who can finally break it down and call yo...

 For some reason, I couldn't attach the picture I took of my Where's Tom Tiffany sticker? that I put up outside of Metro Market in Shorewood.  It was actually on the corner by Walgreens but it had Metro Market in the background.  Corinne loved it.  She wants to find more stickers.  I figure that was an area that wouldn't appall people if they saw it.  It would probably generate some laughs.  I got a feeling the one I put up in the West Milwaukee post office got taken down.  Stick to stop signs. I got a few left so we'll see where I can leave my mark. Ok, cool we bombed Iran.  Yeah, that's sarcastic.  Did someone not like Bill Clinton's testimony on Friday?  I don't know what to say anyone about that thing in the White House.  I'm just trying to function amongst the madness.  The cruelty just breaks my heart.  So yeah, I resort to sticking up silly stickers to combat me from going insane from the cruelty. I finally pul...

Yesterday, I thought we were going to get news about the lurker.  I was wrong.  We are getting some help.  Interesting thing.  Someone is being pulled from another group full time for a few weeks.  So what happens when the few weeks are over?  Interesting.  No mention of the lurker or what's going on.  Not mad.  Not sad.  Glad the lurker will still be missing.  I'll be ok if it's permanently.  Still curious but relieved to have more time without them. I just felt like I couldn't get to the end of the day fast enough.  I didn't even know where to begin with some things.  I just felt frustrated that at one point I got up to look for things in my room. I managed to get the blinds that had dropped behind a dresser.  My mom wants to get them in my room at some point.  I was just happy I could get them out after they had dropped behind there months ago.   There's not enough room in this place and I keep ...

I have a little bit of extra money this week with my bonus.  Yay!  Thank you two day early pay plus my paycheck so that helps for now.  My mom asked why don't you just pay off my medical?  Well I would love that.  I'm kind of waiting on my tax refund to help with that.  Besides, this time it wasn't as good as last year so I kind of want to hang onto as much as I can until I get another refund.   My extra money will go towards medical basically.  I think I am going to look into getting a mouthguard online.  No way can I afford to spend $600 from the dentist.  Considering that they don't last long, I would be seriously in the red all the time if I kept replacing them every two to three years.  I also have to get new contacts towards month's end.  At least my eye looks better to put contact lenses in today.  Win! Plus, I can get lunch this week my company card.  It's not going to the Pfister money but me going outdo...