Precious is gone and my heart is broken
I'm not ok. It happened this morning. I had to act fast this morning and we took her in. I'm not ok. The vet thought she had a stroke. He thought it was a neurological thing. Her back legs weren't working and she was collapsing. This happened within the last 24 hours. She didn't seem ok. She was crying more. More meowing. Seemed unsettled. I thought is it my imagination? I saw her head to the litter box as I was getting done with my bath. Her back leg buckled as she got in. Then she slunk underneath the bath tub and in the corner. I knew. I knew this was bad. When she came out, she was wobbling and my mom picked her up. She held her for awhile and had her sit in the recliner. That was their thing. I went to bed and I thought, maybe something will change. I didn't think it would but if I go down the road of magical thinking, it'll keep me from crying. I laid...