Breathe. It's Friday!

 Well let's see if I try to do that. 

Good riddance to old landlord.  We met with Jeremy yesterday for a tiny bit.  He dropped off the new lease and was just hilarious in the short period of time he was there.  He and mom got a good laugh that I've called Charlie by the wrong name.  I have to remember a lot of things.  I can't help myself but glad Jeremy and mom had a good laugh at my failing memory.  It is funny.  Poor Charlie.  

Our next door neighbor took down the fence yesterday. It wasn't a tall fence but it made me really happy to see it.  It was like a sign of progress that the era of the monster is over.  The monster's dogs were pooping in his yard and peeing on his trees.  You couldn't blame him for putting that fence up, even if he's not here everyday.  I think he'll like Charlie and Jeremy.  

I spent some time with the Thinker yesterday and they had some interesting things to say about the lurker and the friend.  I hope the Thinker doesn't ask to go to another group because I really like her.  I was not shocked by the things that were said.  I had more positive feelings about the lurker's friend.  I knew they were a little lazy but pleasant.  Now I know they are a mean girl and well, I shouldn't be shocked.  It was kind of horrifying to hear that they're putting down the rest of us.  Go to a different group if you don't like it.

Well I like the warmer weather and I have a moment or ten of feeling depressed because yep.  Another summer.  Nothing to do.  Well I do have something.  Organize and clean up.  After what happened this spring, it's maybe a sign to go through my things and clean up. I have been taking some bags to Goodwill.  I might do some eBay. I still have boxes of my stuff.  After seeing how neat Colin, I mean Charlie is, I think maybe it's a lesson for me to clean out some things and clean out the bad energy as well.  New start.  

Even if this is a house flipping project, I will be very happy to have Charlie and Jeremy as our landlords.  If they move on, maybe we might be in a position where we can find something reasonable in our price range.  Enjoy today is the theme.

I hope the good humans have a good day.  

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