That Kind of Day

Speaking of annoyances, it seems the lurker has been a little more vocal and annoying today.  The lurker has been missing a lot and has been evasive about it.  It's been exasperating.  Can't get mad at any of us if you don't communicate with us.  I'm tired of that.  Between that and the monster?  Short month, long on exhaustion.

I almost did something I didn't think I was capable of. I almost passed on voting for what is this?  A primary for superintendent?  I know that sounds terrible but I felt like after the general election, I struggle with thinking what's the point?  Yeah.  I'm so thrilled RFK Jr is making malaria great again.  Sigh.  It's like the worst people are happy and the rest of us well . . . here.  Existing.  I saw an article about how much money was given by the Republican party and I thought I have to fill out my ballot.  I don't hold out hope that the best person will win, but I have to vote.  I just can't sit any of them out.

I'm in for the good fight.  I'm just tired . . . 

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