Windy Monday

 Wind doesn't bother me.  It looks like a good week for walking during my lunch break.  I can get up more during the day and take some recycling out when I want to avoid an email or someone sends me a snottygram.  I kind of had my fill on Thursday but it seems to be a trending thing since I have felt a little MIA the last few weeks.  That's the downside when you get asked to help a new person.  Flattered that anyone thinks I know anything and glad to help someone out when they feel unsure.  I feel that way everyday so if I can help someone not feel like me, I'm all in.  It can get time consuming.  Curious to hear if there were any lurker incidents.  I hope not but I won't be surprised if something happened.

I had The Daily Show on after Stephen Colbert. I didn't realize Stephen had a show on from last night.  I was bored since it was about football mostly.  When The Daily Show came on, I felt my pulse race from seeing well, you know.  It was not out of love.  It was out of sheer stress and I turned it off.  I guess Colombia backed down.  Don Jr. can breathe easier.  Thank goodness.  My sarcasm is on a roll this morning.

I am hoping that I can get my tax information today.  Wouldn't you know I got the monster's info?  You can put something in their mailbox, you have to give it to the person so I knocked on his door.  I knew he would ignore me so I slid it under his door.  He probably got mine and set it on fire.  Sigh.  It was nice this weekend having he and his girlfriend gone for most of the day.  I hope they're setting up their new place.  Get out freaks.

I hope the good humans have a good day.  Here's hoping I can work up the courage to make another phone call.  Can't we do this all online?  People.  Bleh.  

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