Worry Monday

 If worrying were an Olympic sport, I would have a lot of gold medals.  Sigh.  I think Precious is ok. I think she is being a cat with her food and well, she's a senior.  She was eating her dry food last night when I went to bed.  Her flopping down on the floor and almost going to sleep, waiting for me to come back with new food worried me.  I also remember, she is a cat and I'm apparently her staff.  She is kind of my shadow too and I'm not sure if she senses something happened this weekend.  She will follow me from room to room like a bodyguard.  She's sleeping peacefully by the window now, wondering why my lazy ass isn't working.  Yeah.  I'm her staff.

I had a  dermatologist tell me I could benefit from a lot of botox and pointed out the two lines between my eyebrows.  I told him it's been there since the third grade.  Math was hard.  He found it amusing that apparently that I had a lot of problems with my face.  I found it amusing that I never went back.

Of course, I'm worried about someone calling me from the insurance company today.  I had a moment of anxiety before I went to bed last night.  Here's hoping I don't lose it again if I hear from them.

I forgot I had gotten Disney for 1.99 for three months.  I love a good discount.  Been watching Taylor Swift's concert.  Three and a half hours?  Yeah I wouldn't last.  I would be asking for a snack and the bathroom a lot.

I hope the good humans have a good day and don't worry.  I got that part covered very well. 

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