Rainy Tuesday

 I just saw the monster take his girlfriend to work in her car.  How sweet of him.  Taking her to work in her car while he keeps it all day.  What a jerk.  I'm going to guess he got her car in an accident because he was high and not paying attention. I saw him take off one day in winter and he hadn't brushed his car off.  Hopefully he's back out trying to get people to buy his scam.  And then they arrest him.  I don't like the idea that he's doing that. I don't like the idea of him being in the house all day and getting the dogs riled up.  It was so nice yesterday to work and not hear dogs barking all afternoon.  Nice dogs.  Rotten owner. I feel bad when I say Shut up! when they keep going and going.  Not their fault.  They deserve better homes.

My tiny tiger cat seems to be ok. I barely got out of bed when she jumped up on my dresser and waited for her plate with cream cheese.  What a relief to have the bitch back.  Thank goodness.  I know every day is a gift with her and I count my blessings.  It's been nice to be with her everyday for the last 4 years.  She's a kind soul.

I seem to have gotten some of my problem tasks solved for the moment at the end of the day yesterday so that was a relief.  New day.  New emails to give me anxiety.

I got some of these nature made calm gummies.  It's got lemon balm in them.  Kind of gross but once in awhile I'll take one.  I have something for anxiety but I want to go to sleep by 11 when I take them.  Without I still want to go to sleep by 2 but big difference.  It helps but maybe too much.  I use them wisely.  For special occasions like semi trucks slapping me.  

I am anxious for the Supreme Court ruling on the whole immunity thing.  This is ridiculous and I see it being 5 to 4 and I don't know in who's favor.  That's the bad part.  I saw a video of Trump getting people's names wrong.  It was hilarious and disturbing.  I'm curious to see how Jamal Bowman's race goes today in New York. I'm not sure what to think about the squad members. I think he said some stupid things but isn't that normal for politicians?  

Here's to a quiet day. I hope I hear from the claims adjuster.  Just anxious to get this all squared away and see how bad my premiums are.  Other than a fender bender that wasn't my fault, I don't know why my premiums would get bad.  That's life, I guess.  

Good humans have a good day.  And here's to the monster having a bad day and hopefully gets arrested.   That's a big WISH there.  

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