Exhausted

 It's not from what happened with my mom last weekend.  I just about had it with the group that I spend my days with that I feel exhausted.  I have today and Monday off.  I just don't know what to do anymore.

Yesterday, I spent an hour listening to Regina go on about her work, how she is the most important person in the group and all of her responsibilities have changed.  I could go walk around the block, come back and she would still be talking because she never takes a breath.  I resent it because I've been in the position where I've asked this group for help and have heard nothing.  I feel like I'm going to have the mafia after me if I don't.

I did help her area when she was out for the day. I know what she's doing.  She's hoping that she messes it up and complains so much that she'll get her old area back that nobody could touch.  Regina has been the most useless person in our group.  Unless it's to help the lurker, everyone else can go to hell.

Then there's the diva.  We had an opportunity to give a kudos or talk about an accomplishment.  Of course Regina went on and on.  And on about something she did.  Then the diva went on about what a gracious person Regina was for answering her questions.  Get. A. Room.  The rest of us have answered her questions and have been met with resistance or attitude.  It's maddening.

I honestly felt like Joe Biden in the first debate with Trump.  Will you shut up man?  Geez-us.  

I mentioned I would be out, then I saw the next morning someone else will be out today, but then the diva brings up her 2 week vacation and how she hopes the middle east will settle down by late May.

We're in April!  Why are you bringing it up now?  Oh, boo hoo, protestors are getting executed in Iran every day and that's just inconvenient for the diva.  News flash.  Grandpa Crazy isn't making that situation any better.  I. JUST. CAN'T.

Next week someone may be reaching out to me to provide coverage for their group.  I was done at the end of the year but then the lurker went out for awhile and I thought well maybe this is a sign this group will get better.  NO!  And the lurker was out again.  That's such a joke and I know they're lying or pulling something.

My heart sank over a file where I can't seem to stop making mistakes.  I hate this.  I'm not supported by this group.  I'm on my own for help.  They just look at me like a joke.  I may express my interest in broadening my horizons to maybe get into another group.  It's the Regina, diva and lurker show.  I give up.  Sigh.

I think the beauty school was pissed off at me for showing up late for my appointment. I parked in the grocery store parking lot and it seemed to take me longer than I expected with my walk. I probably should have walked faster.  It was just an eyebrow wax and when I asked if I could get a receipt, I don't think they were thrilled.  They said their printer wasn't working so they would email the receipt.  When I asked about a receipt being emailed, they told me that my email wouldn't allow them to do it so I knew where this was going.  It would have been nice to be reimbursed but oh well.  There's a place in Whitefish Bay that does sugaring or waxing and I'm going to try them.  I'm tired of the school not having weekends.  I get it but it's a lot easier when I can get a morning appointment and not deal with parking.  I hate those meters.  Hopefully I can get a receipt and get reimbursed for it.  It sounds like a decent deal with their membership.

I made one of my last appointments for the year.  I got one more but I won't call until summer's end to get in before the end of the year.  I had a hard time understanding the person on the phone.  I know this doctor is only at this one location on Wednesdays and they said she was beyond booked which I understand and she mentioned Thursdays. I asked if it was Thursday at that location and she said no.  The other one. I said oh well.  Road trip.  It's not that far.  I might have to think about changing again.  I wondered if she stopped doing Milwaukee but I couldn't make out what the person was saying.  I can do it this time but maybe I should reconsider someone else closer.  I kind of wished I was back on the southeast side of town or northeast.  Might make things easier but I don't have the doctor appointments like I used to in the past, thank goodness.  My biggest disaster was a broken blood vessel.  If that's all that I have?  I'm ok.

I'm going to do our grocery pick up later.  I didn't do my usual walk the hill by the hospital jaunt. I figured my walk through downtown was the good walk that I needed.  I'm not entirely at 100 percent.  I still cough after I eat something.  Good way to stop eating but damn this diet sucks.

I'm just so glad I don't have to be around the three queens today.  I can't take them. I know they're everywhere you go but it's been a lot.