Good Human Club

 I wish there was a club for people like me that could have a buddy system with a friend.  By that, I mean help with things that overwhelm the other person.  I'm not talking about me.  I know when Corinne lived in the area she had to deal with a lot on her own and I kind of wished that I was more aware and more helpful for her.  

My mom got me this thing for pain that my cousin recommended.  It's called Tens. I have no idea how to get it set up.  I think I got the right charger. I was able to turn it on.  We'll see if the charger I used works.  I got a water flosser as well to help me with flossing.  I have no idea how to set this up but I will figure it out.  Eventually.

My mom is taking her homestead paperwork down to Jeremy to ask him to sign the form again.  She had me try to explain it to the guys and things kept getting messed up.  I have no idea how to explain Homestead.  She is going to do it herself.  She had me type up another form like Jeremy had done.

It's little things that keep overwhelming me.  I wish there was someone who could me figure out this Tens thing.  Or make fun of me to try to figure out how to put together the water flosser.  Or just reassure me when I get frustrated with some of the things that my mom asks me to do that I don't always understand.

My old nail tech Kal had said to me when I broke down about having to have another surgery and not sure if I have a ride, we should look out for each other.  He said I'm alone too.  I really thought he meant that.  I thought maybe we could help each other at times.  If he needed to go to the airport or have a procedure, I could take him.  We'd be each other's buddies when things got to be too much.  I liked that.

He didn't mean it unless it involved giving him a tip.  I would have done anything to help a friend out.  Yeah, I always the over giver and when it came time for help for me, I basically heard crickets.  

I'll figure out this Tens thing.  My mom will get her forms filled out and signed.  I'll figure out the water flosser thingie.

Doing it alone can just be a lot and overwhelming.  I would love to help someone who feels the same I do and would hope they'd may want to help me read instructions because reading doesn't seem to be fundamental to me when it comes to stupid instructions.  

I'm good at helping others pick out outfits or shoes if you need a friend to help.  I'm ok taking someone to a doctor appointment that involves a ride because I'm an expert at driving to appointments and I know how to make people laugh if they need it.  I also know how to listen.  I prefer listening because I worry I say stupid stuff anyway.  I'm happy to help someone fill out a form that they don't understand or look stuff up because I do it all the time for my mom.  I spent my whole life being a helper if not in my job or with things I do for my mom.  Don't get me wrong, she helps me with things as well too.  It helps to have that person that can provide an assist when things are too much.  

I'll be at my regular spots this morning.  The Shorewood post office and shop kicking.  I would be very happy to show anyone how to save money with phone apps.  

Life is hard.  Sometimes it would be nice to have someone help me where the Malk creamer is at Metro Market so I can get an extra 15 points on my Shopkick list. 

Have a good day good humans.