Circulating Air

 Well the air is circulating better but it appears something is off.  We let Charlie know before we dropped off our recycling and did our grocery shopping.  We have fans in the living room and it seems to be ok. I slept ok last night.  I just want to get out of the house tomorrow.  It's ok that I stayed put today.  Saved me a little gas money, I suppose.  I really hope I don't get a text telling me that someone is coming on Monday.  I think if that happens, it'll be first thing in the morning and it won't be me sitting here and wondering. 

I wonder how the protests went.  I saw some signs online that were pretty funny.  I had a local Minnesota CBS affiliate on and they had Senator Klobucher on talking about what happened to the state representative who was murdered.  That was horrible.  I flipped it off when I saw the parade was going to start. I don't even watch Macy's parades.  I'm good.

I found my bottle of pills that I had misplaced.  It was in a reusable Spectrum bag.  How the hell did it wind up there?  It actually wound up in the trunk of my car. I threw a bunch of bags in my trunk when previous landlord basically evicted us without evicting us.  We were looking for bags for Aldi's and I discovered it. I knew I would find it.  I just didn't realize it would be in such a bizarre place.

I get weird feelings sometimes about something coming my way and I may need that magic bottle a little more.  Sparingly.

I got a weird feeling when I signed off last night.  I saw the area that I worked on was cleared up for the most part.  The lurker has been spending more time on the area I work on in her new role.  I have already had a couple of moments where I felt like I got my toes stepped on but they were shrug it off moments.

Prediction. I got a feeling I'm going to get moved out of this group.  

I think I'll be ok if that happens but I know it won't be handled well.

Why can't people just stay out of other people's business?  

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