A Cold Tuesday but only a half day for me

Well I've lived in this state long enough to go out and stay warm to get my hair colored.  I waited six months for this so yeah, I'm going.  I can deal with walking a block or two.  I got my bag of change to part close to the school.  I'll be ok.  No more Lilly Munster vibe for me. 

I get a kick out of showing pictures of me as a blonde when I was younger to people and see their reaction.  You mean you're not a brunette?  Nope.  I was a fair haired little tyke.  My hair got darker and I would have it frosted or highlighted to make it blonder.  By the time I hit 30, I wanted a change.  For the most part, my hair has been darker.  Sometimes it's been a little strawberry blondish but the last few years it's been more of a raven color.  Not really brunette but not really a red head either.  I like changing it up.  I didn't even mind the grey coming in.  It's been coming in weird streaks or spurts but yeah, I am really looking forward to a "refresh".  I might not go for another 3 or 4 months and that's fine.  Don't think I'll go six but now I know.  

I was just in a bad mood yesterday.  Feeling kind of worried about the monster and if maybe he got another lifeline.  I also know that the landlord isn't the greatest at communicating.  Hanging in limbo is a familiar feeling and I don't like it. 

Other than one person helping, I was on my own in my group.  It happens. I was mad about it and I wasn't.  I understand people get ill, have time off.  Yeah. I wasn't happy with the lurker taking off and not letting anyone know until we asked.  Here I sat, all alone for the most part.  I am capable of handling things on my own even though I get treated by the lurker and their friend as an incompetent idiot.  

Corinne did something that I probably shouldn't say out loud but it's hilarious.  Let's just say she trolled someone I might know who's not very nice.  It seemed like each time I looked, there was another meme that made me want to fall on the floor laughing hysterically.  I'm surprised I didn't pee myself.  Let's just say she made a bully look like an idiot and it was beautiful.

I hope the good humans have a good day.  If not, maybe I can ask Corinne to troll that person who's upsetting you.  She's a good human.

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