Now that I had my moment of hissiness

I'm not feeling better.  Sedate maybe without the sedation?  I had a moment of decompression with Precious.  Cats and dogs help the angry soul.

It's just disheartening to see a new administration come in and we know how it will go.  It's like a message got sent.  It's ok to be a bad person.  It's ok to spread hate and lie.  You'll get rewarded.  Doing the right thing is for losers, I guess.  It's been over 2 months and it's taken some time to get used to what's happened.  Just don't feel ok that's it's happened.

I like the ceasefire deal.  Look for the good moments.  I know life isn't all sunshine and lollipops but FOTUS?  Yeah.  That's going to be tough to find it.  A challenge for all of us.

I didn't even make up my bed today.  My first days of the new year have been way too chaotic.  I know it'll change and I look forward to it.  

I am dealing.  That's all I can do I guess.  

My heart will feel a little broken and sad tonight.  I'll find those moments of joy.  I got some cat toys coming to me from Amazon for Charlotte's new kitten, Honey.  I'm sure my cat will love them.  I thought I'd put together a little Valentine's Day care package.  That?  Brings me joy.

It's the small things that can mean a lot.  

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