Not Ready for the Day

My Inaugural depression seems to be lasting into today.  I was shocked that my mom wanted to watch Rachel Maddow on her laptop.  Lawrence, sure.  Rachel?  I love Rachel but she scares the daylights out of me but I listened for awhile and to Lawrence before I turned in for the night.

The prescription drug prices for seniors being lowered and now rescinded upset me.  I know there's more on the way.  I think I'll value the  silence this morning because I am really ok working with any TV on.  I was going to flip it onto something random like old reruns of a TV show or movies but I'm good today.  My mom actually wants me to pull up MSNBC because she wants to know more about the ICE raids in Chicago and if they'll happen.  She is braver than I am.

I know I'll have to interact with others today and that may be a struggle for me today considering my mood.  I know this will pass and I'll accept our new abnormal as the days go on.  

I only have 3 days this week. I took Friday off and I'm very happy about that.  I am hoping that the monster moves more stuff out of the garage.  Kind of wish he would leave for the day.

His days are dwindling down and that's a big positive for me.  I'll take that win and think about how nice it'll be when he's gone and hope nobody comes in that's worse than him.  I don't think that's possible but I was proven wrong when the meth head teens moved out.

I'll hope for the best.

I hope the good humans have a good day.

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