Half the Trouble Friday

I sign off at noon but not for fun reasons.  I take my mom to the doctor.  It's just a 3 month check in.  I always worry a little bit but the majority of the time things are ok.  I try to read a book on my phone but my mind gets distracted and I wind up staring at the door to see when my mom comes out if she's ok.  I'm a freak. I know it.

I am exhausted on a social level.  No offense to the person that I'm being social with, they're actually nice.  They get crabby with me at times but considering the circumstances, I understand.  I don't take it personal.  I understand frustration.  I just try to keep it to throwing pillows for my tantrum.  

Looks like it will be quite cold on Monday. I have a haircut and I really hope I don't get cancelled again.  I appreciate my mom making the effort, but not the same.  It wasn't a vacuum cleaner.  She did use scissors to clean up the length.  I need a good scalp massage.  Is that wrong to want that?  I just want to sit and have someone else take care of me.  Well, my hair, but there is something about going for something simple as a hair cut that can lift a person's mood.  I am not minding the grey but I'm going to be really good when that gets colored in a month.  I do feel like I'm in some grey mode mentally and emotionally.

And then we have the inauguration.  Yeah. I've had two months to accept it.  It was nice having adults around.  Weird when Marco Rubio seems like the only adult.  I fear he won't last and he's probably the most rational we have at the moment.  One day at a time, I guess.  

I will be watching real estate shows on Netflix on Monday when I get home.  I started watching Selling Sunset.  I get it.  It is good.  I watched another one a few weeks ago that had my Bravo TV boyfriend Steve Gold on from Million Dollar Listing New York.  It's fun to look at the fancy real estate and dream.  It's even more exotic when you have a psychopath for a downstairs neighbor.

Have a good day good humans.  

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