No Expectations Monday

Weird week of working today and then off the next two and then work the final two.  I'll take it though.  Next week will be sweeter only working two days.  I am hoping maybe tomorrow I can take a drive and go for a walk, depending on the weather situation. That may not be the case.  I'm not sure if it iced up even more.  

It appears that the monster left early for work.  I'll take it. I suspect his girlfriend is going to work as well because I heard her take the dogs not too long ago.  It would be nice if they left permanently but I'll take at least a morning with them, mostly him.  

I felt bad for my mom trying to navigate her way to the car.  I'm afraid to stand too close to her because of her falling down the stairs last spring.  I was right behind her when it happened so I make a point of waiting until she reaches a few steps when we leave for anywhere.  Even though my sister joked about how hard I pushed her, I felt like my presence brought her bad luck.  Yep.  That's how my worried mind thinks.  It's all my fault.  Ugh.  I know it's not.  I think it's my fault that Obama wore a tan suit.  It's how my mind rolls.

I am leaving before our weekly check in because well, I've had enough.  It's a mental health break.  I have tried to make nice with a situation and a lurker who hasn't been nice to me and they have a friend who's done stuff to me.  With everyone having appointments, I just can't this time.  I'll do it next week.  I'm just tired of talking and being met with deadly silence.  

I hope it's a productive day. I couldn't sleep last night.  Felt like I had a test to take in the morning.  No.  Just a life test, I guess.

I do feel like I'm getting sick but not really.  It's sinuses.  I don't want a sinus infection in 2025 and I already had one in 2024 so let's just skip this one until 2026 please.  I feel like my throat is sore but not really and I feel congested.  My mom got sick from it last time so I'll have to quarantine myself or stay away from her as much as possible and that's pretty impossible.  I just hope this is something that will pass or something to do with the weather.  One doctor I saw asked about smoking and I joked about my neighbor smoking weed.  He asked if he grows weed in his apartment and I didn't know.  I wouldn't be surprised if it was his weed that was making me sick.  It's stunk more than usual.  Such a creep.  

Have a good day good humans.   

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