What's Going on

I am thinking of the Marvin Gaye song this morning as I think about what's going on in the world.  I still can't get over Dr. Oz being in charge of Medicare and Medicaid.  We can laugh all we want but good gawd this is a real possibility for a lot of these appointments.  The worst people are happy and then there's the rest of us who are just not feeling that way.

I have a half day and hopefully it's ok to go to the bank.  I don't think the weather looks too unbearable this morning. If I had to go to the office yes, it would.

There was a morning where I left shortly before 7 and took city streets to work for the most part.  I hit a lot of rough snow patches where I felt like I was driving through a waterfall.  I didn't feel safe but I had to get there because we had our weekly meeting with the specialty group I worked with and I was leading the meeting that day which made no sense.  It didn't for anyone in my position and I had my notes.  Lorna was the only other person there and we wondered if there was anyone else.  No attorneys, no managers.  Since Lorna was the queen of kissing up to everyone, she messaged our manager and found out that they were all in on the call and wondered who was leading the meeting.  Yeah.  It was me.  Thanks for wasting my time.  Jerks.  Glad they could all stay at home while I drove in the mess.  I don't miss those days at all.  If they miss bonding, go drive in this weather and hang out at the local bowling alley.  I'm done with that.

The cat actually banged on the window.  Probably not the best day to open the window for even an hour.  Poor cat.  I'm so mean.

I hope it's an ok morning.  The person who had more or less threw a knife at me has been interfering and shockingly it's not the lurker.  I am just trying to do my best and I don't know if this person is trying to be helpful or interfere and then say something about it later.  I'm not the one that's a problem. If I am falling behind, maybe it's because of the volume and they themselves even said it when I apologized.  Great.  So why throw stones at me then? 

Good humans have a good day.  Drive safe if you got to drive.  I hope that's not the case.  I don't miss the days of sliding across the freeway lanes.  I'm good.  I don't mind winter.  Just don't want to drive in it.  

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