So Now It's Monday

Ok, right day.  Hopefully a good day.  I think some of my problem tasks have been resolved.  I think. I hope . Just hope it's a really productive and short week.  

I get a hair cut the day after Thanksgiving.  I have been feeling very grey this weekend.  Not just because my hair is sprouting greys and making me feel like a super villain, but kind of feel like this hair cut might lift my blah feeling mood about myself.  There is something to be sad when you do something for yourself that's as simple as a hair cut.  I will try to touch up my roots over the weekend and see if it turns out to be an exercise in disaster.  It's ok.  At some point, I'll get my hair colored again in the new year.  It's not high on my list of things that I need to get done.

I really wish that health and wellness credit we were getting in the new year was money.  I'm not sure what it will cover.  I hope Weight Watchers would be acceptable. I thought great when I heard about it.  It said you can go get a massage at a spa or go to mediation classes.  I thought this would be great in covering some of my doctor co-pays.  Yeah. I was wrong.  Technically this is my health that I'm taking care of if you want to go there.  Fine.  I'll see what it covers. 

I started watching a new show with Ted Danson on Netflix.  It's good.  I've spent some of my days playing Cheers as my background noise.  That was a good show.  

My mom had the news on while she was on the phone with my cousin.  Peacock plays some of MSNBC's shows from the end of the week and of all things, she had Joe and Mika on.  I am not that desperate for the news to watch those two clowns.  I feel horrible for Joe Biden right now.  I kind of feel like everything he worked for has just been dismissed by the media and like he's a loser now.  No, he's not.  He wanted to do the right thing by running for a second term. I don't know if he would have beaten Trump.  I'm so disheartened by people voting for Trump.  I'm not going to say anything to anyone who did.  I'm not that person.  I am interested in the races we have in Wisconsin come spring for Supreme Court and superintendent. I have a feeling that people may get energized by these races. 

I really hope for the best the next four years.  I have a feeling it will be a struggle and well it's a bus I've ridden on all of my life.  At least I'll have company.

Have a good day good humans.  Let it be a good short week. 

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