Cold Kind of Day

I just looked up Chrissi and found her on Linkedin.  She works in mental health.  Ironic, isn't it? 

I didn't walk the hill today.  The wind and 22 degrees were a eh, not today kind of feeling.  It was a little too cold, but I did drive around and stop at stores, doing my second job basically.  I picked American Psychosis for my Audible listen in order to understand what happened. I don't think I'm going to understand that.  I have a feeling my mind may wander on this one.  Sometimes Audible books help when someone reading the book catches your attention.  This is a little monotone.

My mom had wanted me to pick up her orders at Kohls for her. One was a pick it up yourself and the other was pick up somewhere.  Where was the question?  Why couldn't I just grab the other order was the question I wondered but I stood in line at the service desk.

There were two people helping this very long line. I played video games on my phone while I waited.  The woman ahead of me kept looking at me and well, that makes me nervous.  When we got closer to getting our destination, she told me she didn't speak very good English and the girl that was working behind the counter knew Spanish so she asked if I would mind skipping her.  I said Oh, ok.  Yeah.  The speaking Spanish part raised an awareness.  I'll get to that part.  As it was, when I got to the other person that was helping people, he only handled Amazon. He though the girl that spoke Spanish would be able to help but she was helping someone. 

I didn't know what to do with the line.  I knew people were annoyed that the line was long and the Spanish speaking woman looked at me. I said I'll go up front and see if they can help me.  I motioned her to step behind the two men that were with the Spanish speaking girl.

I went up front and found out I had to go back to the service desk.  Damn it.  Why am I making this hard?  I went back to the end of the line and waited until I got the person I needed to see to get my order.  OH my god. I couldn't get out of the store fast enough.

I made one stop at Wal-Mart in the area and did some of my Shopkicking.  We'll have 15 bucks to go towards our grocery staples.  Maybe the weather will be a little warmer for walking the hill.

After encountering the woman that spoke Spanish, it just made me aware, like what is going to happen in 6 months?  I could hear some young girls speaking Spanish while I was scanning deodorant and I wondered are they in this country legally?  And will it matter if they are legal?

Yeah.  It bothered me badly today.  What's going to happen?