Meowing Morning

Well someone wasn't going to give up until I got up before 5.  She's lucky she's adorable.  Sometimes I go back to bed after I give her some food if it's a little bit before my wake up time.  Yesterday, I did my thing where I give her a smidge of cream cheese on a dish and put it up on my dresser where she stands there impatiently with her tail twitching.  I didn't realize when I woke up I put the cream cheese in one of her many cat dishes.  Wow.  How undignified I made her eat out of a cat dish.  She just jumped up on the footstool next to me and shook her wet head like a dog and got me wet.  I hate that damn bath tub.  Have I said that recently? 

Last night it appeared that the monster was by the water again.  We suspect he turned off the hot water that goes to our washer.  Why?  I have no idea.  If he and his girlfriend leave for work today, I'll go downstairs to see if he put a zip tie on it.  What a control freak. Not allowed lights.  Not allowed hot water.  I'm so tired of the bullies.

I see that Trump supporters are doing videos of putting trash bags on to go vote.  Oh, grow up.  Why don't we wrap ourselves in our F Joe Biden flags, shall we?  I stopped parking off the side street when I take my mom to the doctor because I got tired of looking at the F Joe Biden flag.  Trump called America a garbage can.  We have been called worse.  It's typical bully crap.  They keep punching you and when you say something, it's Oh, you're the monster!  Give me a break, hypocrites.  

The good news for me is that there will be another person joining our team in the near future and I hope it is a really good thing because I'm drowning on my island.  It's funny how the one who makes my eye twitch has been more understanding and the one who's been real nice has been kind of stuck in their ways when I've asked questions.  Weird how that works, but we'll see what the email train says today.

Corinne is ok and I'm so glad.  I was worried about her but just a glitch.  We'll take that as a win.  She has no idea how much her friendship has meant to me the last couple of years.  I wish she lived closer but I'm just happy she's in my life.  

Still wishing for that friend in a nearby zip code.   Feeling a bit lonelier than usual this week.  Maybe it's the whole turning a year older thing.  I don't know.  

Have a good day good humans.  We'll see if the eye twitching starts again for me. 

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