Here We Go Again

I had a sneaking suspicion I would come across something and I did.  People can't help themselves, especially when you lurk.  I'm so sick of that.  I would see something when I had a day off. I would like to have a day off where I don't have to worry about someone throwing me under the bus without directly doing it.  Sniper. Shoots from the side.  Thanks. I look forward to that conversation.

Thankful I had to miss the morning call because all I could think of or say was, WHY DON'T YOU EFFING LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!  If you see that I'm busy, maybe instead of pointing out what I'm forgetting, maybe SHOW SOME HUMANITY AND HELP! 

It's like being bullied without being bullied.  Very smart.  Tired of the gas lighting.  We got Trump for that.

Then there's the monster.  I have him on camera digging in the corner where our water is for the washer.  We explained it to the landlord.  He said that he shouldn't be doing that.  He has to talk to him for another reason and he will ask him about the smoke alarm.  He agreed that the monster is a child.  Thankful that wasn't a bad moment.  

I am exhausted from people like that.  It's been a WTAF kind of day.  

I got a good laugh hearing the news clip with Jake Tapper asking Mike Johnson about why Trump is talking about Arnold Palmer's penis more than once today.  Mike Johnson's son's phone is probably setting off the porn alarm signal.  

I really better find the sound on my computer.  I got at least get MSNBC during my day, damn it.  

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