Better but still annoyed

At least I have an extra day to get the annoyed feelings out of my system.  They'll come back by 11 on Monday but still, I can walk it off.  I did tonight and I did feel better.

Earlier today, there were a lot of inflammatory words that ran through my mind.  Liar.  Manipulator.  Stalker.  Cruella De Ville.  Psycho.

That was the nice stuff.  I won't repeat the other.

We all have stuff to deal with in our daily lives, do we need people like that to screw with our lives or add more stress?  I wish they get everything they deserve.  I think they are still digging and digging and if people knew what was coming up on me, they would be disgusted what was said.

Today, my mom weighed Precious.  She said she looked heavier.  No, she's not.  She's barely 9 pounds.  About three years ago, she was 14.  I know.  She is older.  I am feeling sad about her age.  I know.  There's always a cat that needs a good home. I just want mine to stay in my home forever.  She seems to be doing good.  She gobbled up her dinner tonight like a good baby.  She was so happy to have the window open and get some fresh air while I was reunited with my best friend, seasonal allergies.

I found a chewy tablet.  It's a Claritin but it's chewable. It's been a life saver.  Any decongestant makes me too sleepy.  I tried Zyrtec and I could have crawled underneath my desk at work and snooze.  It was so bad for me.  Yet there was one that kept me awake one night. I was able to return it.  I thought I could have run around the block about 10 times, that's how hyper I felt. 

I think my mom wants Corinne and her husband back for another visit.  I'm so glad that she came with me Tuesday night and got to meet them.  They are very comfortable.  

I get these emails from a salon or spa?  Not sure what you call it.  Maybe a boutique?  It's a place that does facials, waxing, fancy stuff.  I go for the waxing from time to time.  They have these opportunities to come in at certain times to have a new employee to train on you.  The price is reduced and it's for select times.  You can sign up and see if they'll pick you.  All the times I would see would be for daytime stuff when I'm working.  Well I'm not tomorrow and I got picked to get an eyebrow wax and tint for $7.

I have no idea what an eyebrow tint is and I may live to regret it but an eyebrow wax for $7 is in my budget.  I paid $20 to $22 in the past at this place, which is actually not that bad when I've looked at other salons.  The school is $12 but I can't always get in during the week, so this who situation is a good deal.

I don't care if they tint my eyebrows with glitter.  I am happy that I got picked and that I can make the time to do it.  

I'm going to love on this little senior kitten of mine when I'm off too.  Have I said how much I love this little cat?  She's so happy with the fresh air.  Me, not so much.  I'm ok.  

Nobody's lurking.  

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