Smoky but Better Day

Not fun to be part of global warming but here we are with another smoky day.  I went to the store real quick yesterday and had a mask on for the short time I was out.  I feel bad for anyone that has to be outdoors.  This is insane.  I have a feeling it'll be like this for a few days until Monday when we get rain.  Yeah.  I'm tired of upside down world.

I hated I had bad feelings this week about someone.  There are some things that would horrify people if I put it all down.  It's complicated and yet, I feel bad when I have those thoughts because I do care. I do love the person. I don't think they want what's best for me.  It's like I said.  Complicated.  

I have good hopes for my daily life. I don't think I'll be left on an island like I was before. I don't think I'll feel shamed like I was before.  Despite the diva and Regina, I might not feel the same way like I did before.  I think someone sees with more clarity than the stomper did.

I did my first text bank last night.  I wasn't going to text bank for this election cycle. I didn't know if I had it in me but I'm too angry not to do something.  Vote Riders has a new system and I struggled with getting set up but I was able to send some. I couldn't tell if anyone told me to F off and I think I'm ok with that.

I did not watch BLOTUS speech.  As Corinne put it, biggest liar of the United States.  I am worried about the mid terms.  I'm sick of this 2020 narrative that the election was stolen. I voted for Joe Biden and I'm ok with people knowing that.  I'll take the old man over the crazy man.

I already have my birthday gift to myself picked out.  Promise Me, America will be coming to me this November.  I'll get my box of Kleenex ready.

Did JD Vance say he thinks of sex when he sees Joe eating ice cream?  What a weirdo.  I loved Hunter's response to it.  

Sigh.  Stay safe good humans. 

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