Christmas Eve - Still No Expectations

I was extremely tired last night and dozed off on the love seat while we watched TV.  I haven't done that for awhile.  I was anxious the night before and the anxious-ness went into deep anxiety so I took something that cause me to be even more tired.  I slept just fine last night.  I wrapped the couple of presents up that I got for my mom.  It'll be another day in a way for us but she more than me got me a few things.  I tell her not to but she insists.  I'm still six years old I guess. I think I know why she does it.  I spent most of my year getting kicked around by life so maybe some new socks will cheer me up.  Actually it does.  Never thought I'd get to the age where I'd be totally cool with socks.  She doesn't need to do anything really.  The things that I want can't be under a tree.

I will have to straighten up and clean up my work area and my room area for when we got our place inspected by The Great Fava in another week or so.  I wish there was a place for us that was easy to deal with and had sort of normal people around?  I went to bed feeling sick and woozy and I know why.  It's Mr. Weed boy downstairs. I could smell it through my vents. I turned the air purifier on and it helped.  It was like I had a cold without having a cold.  Four years of him.  No wonder I got so depressed with Trump winning re-election.  I'm already stuck with a junior version of him.  All that money he stole from people.  He sits around and smokes weed and nothing ever happens.  Unreal.

I was looking to find an option on my Shopkick app to ask them to approve a receipt.  I had gotten some body wash from Wal-Mart that didn't reward me points and I'm still irritated but I'll find out online if there's an email I can send.  I noticed that you have to report it to the IRS if you redeem more than $600 in gift cards.  Really?  How insane.  I'm at $505 for this year and at the most I'll redeem another $25 if I can before the new year.  I was worried about eBay doing that to me last year because I went over $600 but then I found out that they changed the IRS rule when it came to tax time.  Sigh.  I get tired of nickel and dimed for trying to find ways to save money or make my dollar last longer.  

I may just go to the east side and see if I can walk the hill.  We have to go get a few things at the store later but I'm not going to any store this morning. $505?  I think I did pretty good with Shopkick and another help that helped me redeem rewards.  I'm on vacation from both jobs.  The stores were atrocious last weekend. 

I got a wonderfully big card from Corinne that was awesome.  I got a hope to see you next summer. I do too!  I would love that!  I hope they get their RV running better come spring time.  

I wasn't going to turn the news on yesterday but then the Matt Gaetz ethics report got released. I waited until my mom got up and asked her.  She said turn it on!  Ok, save Friends reruns for another day.  He's such a pig.  I can see him running for the Senate or Governor.  That's not youthful indiscretions.  That's being a pig and a pedophile.  Creep.
 
I hope the good humans have a good day.  

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