Another Hot Day in the Neighborhood

 I hope I don't have another stupid day. I suspect I'll be asked to assist the diva.  I will begrudgingly because I'm the better person than she is.  I'm annoyed that someone got driven out because of people like that.  I'm just hanging out in the angry alley today and it sucks.  I'll be fine but the situation irritates me.

I hate that dripping faucet.  I want to avoid seeing Jeremy or Charlie because I'm afraid they may ask and I don't want to lie but I don't want to tell them that the faucet is still dripping.  They may want to remodel and I reminded my mom do you remember how much fun we had when it came to the windows being put in?  We didn't have fun.  It was a nightmare.  I hate that tub.

I so badly want to move from this place.  I don't dislike Jeremy or Charlie.  You can't find better people than them for landlords.  I suspect that we may have another rent increase and I hate that.  I'm sick of everything going up these days except how much money I have these days.  

When I hit the post office on the east side, I see these nice townhouses on the block over where I park.  One of them was for rent and the price really wasn't that bad.  Out of my range?  Hell yes.  If I didn't have a car payment or paying off debt, I could actually swing it.  It was 3 bedrooms, 2 bathrooms, pets ok.  I suspect that they do have problems with theft in the neighborhood as well.  Lois lived in the area and she thought her husband cleaned her car.  No.  Someone broke into her car.  I think it's a decent neighborhood.  Just wishful thinking on my part.  I am tired of sloped ceilings, leaky bath tubs and stairs. I hate those damn winding stairs.

I'm kind of in a pissed off mood, aren't I?  Well we have an asshole in the White House, ICE seems to be circulating more in the area and I'm just mad sad today.  I got paid and another big payment went to my debt. I have about 41% paid off.  I want 81% paid off.  I'll take what I can get.  I set my car payment up and I noticed I had 30 months left. Ideally I wanted to work on getting it paid off quicker.  That doesn't seem to be happening for me.  Thirty months is what?  2 1/2 years.  It doesn't seem so far enough.  Just embarrassed this was a six year loan.  Sigh.  I'm paying it!  I'm trying!

All I can do is try.  I'll try again to get through the day.

I hope the good humans have a good day. I hope the temps go down so I can go for a walk.  My head is too cluttered with thoughts damn it.