Hacked and Mentally Beat Up

I did cry a tiny bit yesterday and I think it was more stress related than anything.  Just felt mentally broke.  It was a small moment where I thought my brain was going to explode.

I can't wait until the stomper is out of my life.  The pushing has been too much.  I'm sick of it.  The stomper made me cry in front of others and after that, sent me a box of candy from Amazon the following Monday.

You can't treat people poorly, buy a box of candy and say I appreciate you.  WTF?  Honestly.  What's wrong with people?  It doesn't make things better.  It makes me fatter and the feeling of it's going to be ok just lasts for a moment.  No.  The stomper is an insensitive and thoughtless person.  I guess I went back and forth on how I felt and now that things will be changing I can't wait for this change to happen.  It would be nice if I didn't go through this with the next person.  Just an airheaded teenager I've been dealing with who's been playing dress up to be important.  Have fun with Frick and Frack.  They're the team you deserve.

I think my health information got hacked or my ID card information with my insurance company.  I get notifications sent to my work email when a claims get denied or approved. Sometimes I'll look it up to see if I have a bill coming my way.  This email was strange.  It said they were sending the claim back for more information to my doctor and the date of service was February 9th.

I didn't see anyone on February 9th. What in the world was this about?  I tried to sign into my account and it wouldn't let me even when I tried to change my password so I called.  It was for a urinary catheter.

WHAT?  I said I did not have any service whatsoever done regarding a urinary catheter.  The only thing I had one around that time is have a broken blood vessel fixed on my nose.  I don't think my dermatologist used a catheter on my nose.  If he did, well that's pretty wild, but I know he didn't because they gave me a doctors name and I said I never went to that doctor.

I looked up the doctor.  She's a family doctor who does deal with diabetes.  Is someone using my insurance card?  How come nobody checked their driver's license?  The woman on the phone said she had to do more investigating and would call me back by no later than Friday of next week.  

I didn't feel good about having to wait that long so I called back and asked if I could get an explanation of benefits mailed to me so I could find out what other services might have been billed to the insurance company since I can't access my account.  They said they would mail it to me and hopefully I will get a call on Monday.  

If I have to file a police report, I want the EOBs as my paper trail for starters.  The crying started when I realized what had happened. I thought I'm so pushed every day.  Feel used and abused mentally and then someone wants to steal my identity?  Did my life look that appealing to them?  They can have it.

I also thought this isn't anything new.  I had this happen with my anniversary gift card and it got sorted out.  My mom had the rent check stolen out of a mailbox.  My sister got hacked on Linkedin and Indeed.  Our company had an outage where I couldn't work for a month.  My healthcare provider had their system hacked some time ago.  This is life.  Someone actually tried to sign into my gmail account the other day and Google stopped them.  Yeah, I changed my password right away.  This is life.  Hacking is a new norm and it sucks.

I have to take my car in for an oil change and here's hoping I don't need anything new.  I need to set my money aside for my registration in another month or so.

I need to hug my cat.  I'm having a sad moment.


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