And The Cow Goes Moo!

 That's what was yelled at me tonight as I crossed the street on my walk and on my way to Monterey Market.  Cool.

First time I got mooed at?  No.  Last time?  Probably not.

Even if I lost the weight I wanted to lose, someone always has to yell something stupid.  No, I'm not going to hide in the house because someone did that.  I'm going to do what I can do during the week.  Go for my walk.  I'll lose weight in due time.  Some people will always be ugly on the inside.

It's been a week.  My cousin found out she has some autoimmune disease and basically going through a nightmare with paperwork and pain.  I don't understand why the limit her pain pills.  I just don't understand any of this.  I feel horrible and I hope her doctor can do something on Monday when she goes again.  This is insane.  They don't even have a neurologist until August in the area.  Just insane.

I was worried poor Precious was going to need to see a vet and well.  No money.  No vet.  I know I could back to her old one in Bay View.  I'm ashamed I stopped going.  I drove in the rain yesterday to the pet store to get her the Purina Pro Plan cat food I used to buy and I don't want to speak too soon but I think it's helping her.  She didn't seem to be keeping anything down.  It's been over 24 hours?  Knock on wood.  I'll get more this weekend.  I would get her the food from time to time but I just didn't think about it.  Now I am.  

I'm almost done with the stomper.  Yesterday, I was out of sorts when we all met.  We got asked, what was the one thing that made you happy in the last few weeks?  I didn't have an answer.  I said I'll pass and I thought that makes me sound so bad.  I didn't want people to know I was worried about my cousin.  Or Precious.  Or life in general.  Yes, there are things that make me happy but at the moment, nothing was coming to mind.  I really hope that we don't get asked these questions with the next person.  

I'm just tired this week.  I'm happy it's over.  See?  I can be happy.  Kind of.  People exhaust me 

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