Was it Monday? Kind of Feels like it

I think my blase feeling was maybe more than the changing of Presidents.  I feel like my days are more chaotic and I'm just not making any progress.  I can thank for the lurker for part of that.

I found a comment from the one that makes my eye twitch that was unsettling. I can't take it personal but I have my reasons why things are the way they are at the moment.  It's out of control and I dislike it.

My mom surprised me when she turned MSNBC on the computer.  It didn't bother me or upset me.  I felt sad listening to Officer Harry Dunn get upset about the pardons.  It's not ok.  It's like I need to know why I feel the way I do about people who voted for him.  I struggle with trying to make sense and it doesn't.  

So how will I react if the situation presents itself?  Quiet.  It's all I can do.  Nothing I can say will make someone listen to me.  Once someone sees that this wasn't a good idea, then I'll talk.  There's not a rationale where you can explain why this isn't ok and it can be dangerous if you speak to the wrong person.

On a comedic front, I know Corinne didn't find this funny but she sent me a screen shot showing me that she was following JD Vance and Trump with the caption What fresh hell is this?  I showed it to my mom and we couldn't stop laughing.  Knowing Corinne and how she presents herself, you don't expect her to say something like this.  I explained to her that the VP and Potus accounts get taken over if you don't unfollow.  I sent her a screen shot that she was now following her.  I also explained that I think I keep unfollowing JD Vance and his creepy smirk and eyeliner keep showing up on my Instagram feed.  It's like attack of the couch humpers.  Gross.  In the two days of our new bizarre world, I could find some humor in my day.  

I hope that the good humans had a better day than me.  

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