At Least it's My Thursday

Well I have to have a conversation about myself today.  I dread that.  I know how that goes.  We need to work on our confidence and belief in ourselves.  I know. I let other people affect me.  I let it affect me too much.  I try and I try.  It's all I can do.  There's always going to be a lurker and their sidekick.  I'm aware of that.

I miss having a more free day to think on my own. In the office, it was nice to go out at lunch and be on my own.  I didn't mind when I did have lunch with someone else or a couple of people. I didn't want to do it everyday.  It's kind of the same situation.  I'm ok with talking to someone everyday but not as much in this situation.  There are people probably pretty annoyed with me since the new year and I'm trying.  I am really trying.  It's all I can do.

Bless that Bishop yesterday who expressed her concern about people's fears.  Now the big man child wants an apology?  She spoke with kindness to people who are leaders.  If you're a man of faith, then listen to her and understand what she is saying.  I hope people are happy.

The police officers who got hurt during the Capitol riots like Michael Fanone are the ones that I feel bad for at the moment.  I'm sure there will be a new person each day that breaks my heart.  It's just not ok.  It's not ok to support someone who thrives on cruelty.  

I am hoping the weather will warm up a tiny bit at least by Friday.  I would like to get off the wait list for Friday and get an appointment for a hair cut.  My mom told me I looked like Morticia Adams with the grey streaks coming in.  She said it looked like I was doing it on purpose.  She was joking about Morticia Adams.  I am feeling a little Morticia though.

Precious is in her work spot ready to go take her nap while I work and figure out what mess I need to get myself out of this morning.

Here's hoping the good humans have a good day.