Let's See How this Plays out

I really don't want to sign in because I think I'm going to hear "crickets".  Well, at least I asked for help.  I'm doing my best and if I'm on my own?  I'm on my own.

My mom got a little upset about Liz Cheney and what they plan to do to her.  I said she can take care of herself.  I get it.  It's chaos and causing stress for someone's life.  I get it.  I don't think Liz stresses about much.  Her dad is Darth Vader after all.  I worry about the younger people like Cassidy Hutchinson being dragged into court or in front of congress for nothing.  Absolutely nothing.  I watched part of Jasmine Crockett's Instagram Live and I got depressed.  I appreciate Jasmine being honest about what they're doing with the budget but I don't like the idea that if the government stays shutdown for too long it could affect my mom's social security or snap.  Why did anyone think it was ok for Elon Musk to be involved in politics?  I know he said we'll have it hard.  We already do, you buffoon.  In the words of Tim Walz, mind your own damn business!  Go scold people on X or Twitter or whatever the hell that dumpster fire app is now.  What a horrible human being.  We watched some Christmas lighting shows last night.  She didn't even want to watch Lawrence.  I don't blame her.

I felt bad for feeling annoyed with my cousin not responding.  She was upset about the tariffs and I thought well, I get it.  On the flip side, how hard is it to respond to my mom's email asking her if she's ok?  She got her package and we sat there all Tuesday morning wondering if she was sick so my mom called her.  I feel bad for her but she is really frustrating me lately because it affects my mom.

I hear a lot of stomping around downstairs.  I'm so sick of the monster and his girlfriend. I wonder if they're fighting or having a lovers quarrel.  Go move away then.  If he's gone for the day, she's home.  If she's gone, he's home.  We never really get a day anymore where they're both gone. I think we had Friday until about 2:30 but that's become a rare occasion. I knew he wasn't having a stay at home day on Tuesday because it reeked of weed by his door.  Interesting how the scent of candles permeating the hallway the next day.  I know what you're doing. I don't care.  Go away.

I woke up even later this morning.  I asked Alexa to wake up to George Michael and it wasn't Wake Me Up Before You Go Go which probably would have gotten my attention.  It was a different song he did with Aretha Franklin and I thought oh, this is nice.  I'll just close my eyes for a minute.  Or maybe an hour.  Oh, well.  Maybe I'll go back to Stevie Wonder as my wake up call.  

I hope the good humans have a good day.  I'm not too hopeful for any help but at least I got my side kick Precious.


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