Let There Be Peace Today

 No flies.  No monster.  No lurker.  Just a normal day without any surprises.  I know.  Good luck with that.

I was worried my mom was awake when I got up.  I saw the light from her TV on but she's sleeping.  Good.  She needs more sleep.  She doesn't get enough.  I know anytime I am at the computer she's asking me if I am finding us a new place. I wish.  If I could wave a magical wand and bring one up, I would.  She admitted maybe after the election things will change.  I don't think magic will happen if Kamala wins, but I am hoping that the state will get a democratic majority that Tony Evers can limit some of the landlord power.  Thanks Scott Walker you butt clown.  Creep.  My mom has some addresses of rentals maybe more in the Wauwatosa and Milwaukee border that I told her we can drive by this weekend to just see the neighborhood.  If anything it has been interesting exploring Milwaukee.

Does JD Vance and Trump get more repulsive?  I keep getting surprised by it.  Weirdos. 

I have actually been slacking on the text banks I signed up for with some of the organizations I volunteered for in the past.  I didn't mean to but it seemed like we were either driving around looking at a place or I just plain forgot. I am still writing my letters to voters and I'm almost done. I have postcards to write that I'm almost done on too and I could do more but well, stamps cost money.  If only I could pay with coupons.  That just sucks.  I did sign up for more text banks after I got an email about all the new volunteers that Vote Riders has gotten since late July.  That is amazing.  That gives me hope.

I have to mail a card for my sister.  She has a birthday soon and we get her and my brother in-law Amazon gift cards.  I wanted to do something extra for both. I got her a gift card from Dollar Tree because she makes some amazing crafts and I know her and Charlotte bond over working on stuff together.  My brother in-law likes the same drink I do.  Sparking Ice in the Blueberry flavor.  So I'll order a case for him this weekend since his birthday is this weekend.  They've been an absolute godsend every time they are here, helping us with the camera set ups.  I know they have their own worries so I just wanted to express my thanks a little more this time.

I am worried about the WE Energies bill because it's the settlement balance and it maybe a big one.  If we lived in a four family, I know the bill would be smaller.  I am convinced that something is up with our electricity because we have a criminal downstairs.  My mind is very excellent on going into overdrive on the overthinking so maybe I'm wrong.  We have central air and it felt like it wasn't working when it was so ungodly hot.  Maybe the central air can't keep up. I don't know.  When you have had a criminal downstairs the last few years, your mind drifts over to his deceitful ways.  I'm afraid I'm going to have to dip into savings again to cover myself and that sucks.

Hoping for a peaceful day. 

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