Midweek

 I'm feeling better.  Not sure what I'm feeling this morning other than eh, it's midweek.  One more day until the debate.  Wishing for the Orange Goon to act like a loon for the independent voters who are unsure.  What are you unsure about?  He's crazy.

I think my mom telling me last night that the monster will never leave made me feel kind of frustrated.  She says random things like this but he does seem like he has 95 lives. I take it he paid for his rent with some stolen down payments.  He has been exhausting and what's truly wild is I never dreamed he would be this monster. I don't think anyone in the neighborhood thought that.  The few people that knew him said he seemed so nice when he moved in.  I was glad to have him and his then girlfriend at the time move in.

I am anxious about going to Andrews Toyota tomorrow.  I thought maybe I would exit off of the North Avenue exit and find my way there.  Have I said that ten times already?  Ugh and ugh.  I am ok with driving.  I'm just not sure how I feel about returning to the scene of the crime.  

I have been listening to Will Wheaton's book, I think it's called Still Just a Geek?  It's really good and I like the fact that he normalizes depression and anxiety since he has the same thing I deal with everyday.  We're high functioning and we feel ok some days, not so great the other days.  I wish more people would understand that.  It's like telling someone you've had cancer.  Step away from the woman on meds.

I hope the good humans have a good day. 

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