I Hate this feeling

 I didn't get this warm fuzzy feeling that everything was going to be ok after my test. I look for signs and sometimes there's no sign. Its just how things go. You want that reassurance but the process has to get explained

Its the wait game thats the hardest.  I don't notmally cry after this test but I am today. I had a stressful year financially. I thought this morning maybe I could help my mom pay some of her medical. I thought I don't know if I can

I don't know why I feel terrified all of a sudden

 

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