Easter Insanity

 Well we had our landlord here to fix the toilet.  The chain broke.  And it's old.  Kind of like me.  When I went to flush the first time, we had to push down hard on it.  I panicked and had my mom help me. I was afraid it would overflow and I didn't do anything bad.

The landlord had said to keep an eye on it because it's old and he may need to replace some of the parts.  

That's awesome. I got a test next month that may require me to spend quality time in the bathroom. Sigh.  I am going to postpone a test for now.  If they want to reschedule for 6 months, ok, I can do that.  The person that called me made out like this was an exclusive engagement and I should be so lucky to get that phone call.  No, I'm not lucky and if I get any grief, I'm going to ask if I can spend the night using their bathroom if they're so hell bent on me having this test.

I don't ignore my health.  I could use a break for a few months.  I would like to be able to prepare for the test without the fear of flooding the neighborhood.  Oh my god.  Happy Easter.  Shit happens.  

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