And another Saturday night

 And I'm home with my mom watching TV.  She's sleeping.  I am just crying.  

Not a lot.  Just feel a little weepy.  Feeling lost.  And like once again, who will listen to me?  

I know, I waxed on about my wonderful friend Corinne.  Well Corinne has had a lifetime of loneliness and has her happily ever after.  I know she'll listen, but I also wish there was something closer who could at least come over and talk to me. Even if it's for 20 minutes.

We drove around the south east side of Milwaukee and St. Francis border.  We found one four family that looked interesting but there was no pets allowed.  When I looked at the ad longer, there seemed to be some discrepancies with the ads that I see.  It's another scam.  When I read reviews of the property company, it was just frightening.

Yeah, I'm afraid of being homeless.  I'm afraid of not being able to afford my current place.  I am really really afraid tonight.  It is an awful feeling. I thought cancer was the worst thing.  Surprise. 

When I wake up tomorrow, I might feel better and try to keep trudging on.  Tonight?  I feel so scared.  I wish I could get a hug.  I feel so bad.

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