A Slight Break

So thankful and grateful for a three day weekend. I felt whipped when I signed off.  Granted, I had like maybe 5 hours sleep at the most?  I still went for a long walk but oh my lord did I sleep Friday night.  I took a short nap when I got home from my walk which felt nice.  It was worth staying up for Stephen Colbert's last show. 6.74 million viewers.  Wow.

I sat down when I got to Monterrey Market on Friday night.  They have an area where people can eat their food. I think they have some type of deli where you can get a nice meal and a stand for ice cream. I got neither. I just wanted to rest my tired old self and play video games on my phone but I went back on my slow walk home.  It was nice to just chill out for about 15 minutes.  

It's been too much since the lurker has left.  No, I don't have any sad feelings about the lurker.  She did help with my area even though she interfered with my stuff.  Don't miss her.  Don't miss her one bit.  Just wish for a little help. I asked for it.  The Stomper commended and said she appreciated all the difficult work that I was doing.  Well I was not given a choice and here we go again with the flowery words.  Means nothing, ma'am.  I'm looking forward to a new chapter in a few weeks.

I absolutely felt stupid for thinking that Sosie was too good to respond to me.  Am I that broken by people that I think the worst in everyone?  I guess I am.  Sigh. I'll do better and not be so quick to judge.  Like me, she's drowning with her daily work, probably worse since I know she works off hours as well and has to manage a lot more than I do.  Yeah.  I'll shame myself when it's deserving.  It is this time.

Much to my delight, I found out that Stephen Colbert has a YouTube channel and within 24 hours he had a show on himself.  He took over a public access show.  Oh I hope there's more of these episodes.  That was fantastic.  I loved the part of him and Jack White eating a hot dog Lady and the Tramp style.  I keep watching for how many people subscribe throughout the day. I love seeing that.

It was heartbreaking to see his show end because it's like the bully won. I absolutely hated that AI video that was done of Stephen being put in a dumpster.  I saw that someone did another video that put someone else in a dumpster.  If only we could do that.  Life would be so much easier.  

I think I will take my walk through the downtown area.  Gas prices are going down but not by 2 dollars.  I have to be mindful.  We're living in scarier times.

I hope the good humans make it through the day ok.