Nobody listens
Hope seems to be a fading reality for me this year. I tried telling a friend repeatedly how I felt this year and I have heard crickets in response. So I stopped talking about how I've felt and keep it superficial. I've listened to her anxiety and concerns but mine is maybe too much? That seems to be the case with people. This year my mom was diagnosed with macular degeneration. She's fine. I'm not. It broke my heart and it did break hers initially. She loves to read and she stopped going to the library. She found out about Kindle Unlimited and I signed her up for it. I have no Kindle but I am ok with that. She's happy. I'm happy too. I'm horribly worried about her eye sight getting worse. I couldn't continue with my cat's medical treatment. The vet had wanted me to keep coming every 2 weeks. I couldn't afford it. I was tearful when they scraped her ear to check her sugar. She clung to m...